T, Arien,02/04.
The 'about me',
that's something im figuring out day by day.
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i'll see u at the other end of the world.
where hocus pocus & happily ever seems like more then just a fairytale.

or maybe i'll see u in our next life.
when u'll be the king and i shall be your queen

how about we just stay this way...
where we won't actually believe that all of the above exist
for there is no happily ever after in this world or that.

u made me feel alright
with u i spoke soo much
made u seem like what i need
when u made me what u seek
somehow i turned away...

i kept letting myself loose
to follow the path my heart tells me to
only to find myself pondering over questions again

r u the one im supposed to hold on to?
r u the one many refer to?


i, of all people, never liked rules
i, of all people, knew life is what u make out of it
i, of all people, believed in stop follwing tracks and move to the rhythm of the wind

but then again, i wish i had a rule book to guide me through
but then again, i wish others could make my life right now.
but then again, i wish i just followed the damn tracks and never danced to the wind's tunes.

if i should believe in what i think that i believe in,
then what should i do?
show me the sign master, i'll draw the lines!

my blessing. my Sister in law :) 



Radha says: Jhingachak Jhingachak segepu colore Jhingachak patchai colore Jhingachak 
Radha says: Ni pakaaamei poriye ithu nyayema? 
Radha says: Chitu kuruvi chitu kuruvi saythe theriyema  
Radha says: My name is billable  Billa* 
Radha says: Hello miss hello miss yenge poringay? 
Radha says: Atthan... Yenna than Yepedi solvenedi  
Radha says:Chiku booke chiku booke rail ley. Kalakathe pa ive style ay
Radha says: Haha Like tht la Sing with me' 
Yingey nimmethiiiiiiiiii Yingey nimmethi  Angay nimmethi  Hmmm la la la la  


Her singing at 1 am! ;p <3 

u and i believed that people come into our lives to teach us something.
and when they're done, the leave...

so r u leaving?
if u are, please don't!
there're still soo many i gotta learn from u.
just stay. for i would need u to guide me through.
only u.

here i am holding on to my heart for u to cross over the ocean to take it away from me.

where r u baby?

what if ur in love with that one person u shouldn't be in love with?

Im a complete sucker for sweet love stories!

i love u litlle brother! <3

my brother told me this..
"u know how u find out if ur in love with a person? when u look at their picture and smile to urself"

Pavam la he.
he's been going through a pretty hard time.
he's still in love with his ex. first love.
but she has a new bf already but my brother sits and literally prays that she will become single again so he can have another chance.
sigh!
The suckiest thing that can ever happen to u is being in love with somebody u can never have.

y does love have to cause soo much of pleasure yet pain?!
it's soo frustrating.
this is making me think twice about the decision that im about to make.

im tired of feeling the pain.
its been really good these past 7 months.
and i dont know if im ready to ruin that peace now.
sure i feel lonely and all that la but i just dont wanna take the chance and end up being hurt.
hummm.... confused confused.